A New Beginning in My Life

Today I wanted to start my day in a different way ... I cut my hair after 7 years of not cutting, I feel free, new and willing to keep cutting. I thought it would hurt to do it, but it was not so, I did it myself and I have no regrets.
Everyone at some point in our life need a change, but often not dare to do, not by fear but fail. But through all these years of triumphs and failures in my life, I am not afraid to take the first step. Many new things arise when you take the first step and that's what happened to me ... I'm new!
Although I lack many things, but this year is just beginning, my list is long. It is sad that every time we end a year, we defer to think of all those resolutions that you did and not accomplish ... is a question of believing. I know...It's hard, maybe I'm not the best example, but this year Will Be! Finally, New Year .... New Life!

If I see You Again...

Today I woke with a desire to learn, eager to understand ... To live without you, miss you not more in my absence ...

Even if you forget and you no longer want to see, even strange yesterday, although I do not want to have ... A thousand words are what you would say, but only I will tell ... I do not want to see you again ...

Another year passed without see you again... but you think you can even tell me ... and while I die here in the spring, summer, in autumn or winter ... You will not know I exist, to live no more inside of you ...

Think that you passed around here, brings me back to you, without you in my life without you in my sleep ... I saw you from my dreams without ever suffer for you ... dreaming that I loved you ... dreaming that one day I will have you again ...

By Liz Lebron

Living Happy ... But Lonely ...

Yeah… Happy but Lonely … when you stay with someone for many years , this is what happen next . You need to understand to be alone , love yourself and learn to be only with yourself. Happiness…I never meet that Guy ; I only met problems . Many years of understanding why a person can say I love you , but never loyal to you. You say faithfull and he is thinking to be unfaithfull … Always alone waiting for a word , but the word never came up , but the loneliness always there.


I learned that you can’t be happy until you accept yourself in the lonliness ; no matter what , no matter how many years ; you need to love yourself first .

By Liz Lebron

A Memory Left In Oblivion...

Remember, forgotten memories ... What happened? I still do not know. You smell ... Where is it? ... These are things that happened and never return. How I forgot, if I only offered him my love? Why did not I think if I went the most important thing in your life? ... Sad bitterness Where does? ... If, today left me in oblivion.

I remember more, no happiness and you think about it ... Who made you forget who taught you to dream? ... They're just illusions that gladden the heart are bypassed love, without going into the reason ... Could it be that you lack love? No ... my mind remembers the love, but yours recoincide in the illusion of new love ...

I can say you forgot, you do not remember any more ... The heart does not lie, it knows the truth. Conscience betrays and hurts the feelings with reason. In contrast, the heart helps to remember with love ...

See? Today you can not remember, I remember you hand every moment, every minute, every second ... Time changes, but as usual, but instead you changed it, leaving all they had in you ... My memories, I thought were unforgettable for you, but it was so dead inside you, so leave me, sinking into oblivion ... ..

By Liz Lebron

My Great Truth...

Time goes by, night falls ... Darkness conceals, lost light. Today I am here and you? Where are you? ... You there and I'm here without you. Everywhere you look, the more I listen only your name and not your heart. There is space, but there is no forgetting. I dream of having you, I dream of kissing, the night falls, I find myself alone and on opening my eyes I see shadows of what was. I want you to understand, that I understand my heart. Many things seem surprising, but the meaning of this are the beats of my love. The words are fast, but their meanings are eternal ... The heart is restless, but their desires are so desperate to feel immense. Love is still and is waiting for you by whom.
They will spend days, nights, rain and darkness especially does not matter, because although the sun off, love will shine and will not allow everything that my heart is dying in eternity ...


You see roses, is seeing stars, you see love and above all is to see my heart happy. Although you do not understand everything I feel for you, want you to know that even if people object or when your heart is the word impossible, I will be thinking that God will help me get what I most desire. Anyway ... despite tears overflow my eyes, I want you to know that my desire and love are immense but do not accept our love and my love for you, I'll try to make do with love in my silence ... ..

By Liz Lebron

My Sad Verses...

Can I write the saddest lines tonight, writing for example ... "the night is shattered and the blue stars shiver in the distance ... The night sky revolves in the sky and sings ..."

I can write the saddest lines tonight ... I loved you, and sometimes you also quisistes me ... On a night like this I will also in my arms I kissed her again and again under the endless sky ... I quisistes ... sometimes I, I will also wanted; Why not have loved her beautiful eyes ...?

I can write the saddest lines tonight ... I think you do not, I'm feeling that you hear at night ... more immense without you. And the verse falls to the soul
as dew to grass. What does it matter that my love could not have it? ... The night is shattered and you're not with me, that's all ... In the distance someone is singing ... In the distance, looking for my soul, my heart wants you and you do not are with me ....

We, then, are no longer the same ... I do not love her, true ... But ... I loved you much! My voice searched the wind to touch your ear. Otherwise ... otherwise you be ... Like before my kisses, your voice, your body clear ... Your eyes infinite.

You no longer love her, true, but maybe I love ... love is so short and forgetting is so long ... Because on nights like I had you in my arms, my soul is not content with losing you ... Although this is my last cause me pain and it is the last verse that I write, you'll be forever in my heart ...

By Liz Lebron

Merry Christmas!!!

Congratulations on Christmas Day! Here as I watch my Christmas tree I remember how wonderful to have had an unforgettable childhood. The faith and hope that you have to go to visit Santa Claus and his sleigh is the desire of every child on this day. I still dream about someday being able to see and poderle ask why Santa never brought me what I asked ... well I not agree ... I will never lose hope! The important thing is that it has not yet come and earn it, has brought me many gifts.


Here as I watch my Christmas tree ... remember much about my Dad ... child was more than we are and the tree was missing its large decorative tin filled with different kinds of popcorn. How much they enjoyed seeing him open gifts and more excited until it ourselves. Not open any presents until estubiésemos all sitting in the waiting room for the distribution of gifts. I really miss those days ...


The important thing is to enjoy the day to the fullest, to share with family, drink plenty of coconut and eating cakes with tasty pork!


Congratulations!
Liz Lebron

The Void in Your Heart...

And now ... What do you need? , I do not want to talk, that I can look. What happened between them that has your voice? ... More today are so different ... 're another person. What do you need today?
You know, I lack a flower, a flower that makes me feel that I'm alive, vibrating, I love and breath, that love still exists ... A flower that makes me dream and forget the routine in the world in which live, that love has not died ...
And now ... What do you need? , The error was so great that I have no forgiveness, let me beat by your love ... That's why more than that flower, I need your forgiveness, forgiveness I left you for another love and other lips will mark my pain ...
What do you need? I do need your tenderness, your kisses so deep, that only a touch yours with mine, made me feel like a woman, complete woman and owner of something that blew your hands. Repentance outrageous that my conscience is stalking me, for having given in to others, just to get the contempt of your love.
What do you need? I need to feel your body, your warmth with me, my arms among you, your fingers caressing my skin texture. Your sighs, which are larger than say a I love you and are more than just love you ...
What do you need? I need to feel your smell, feel that you're mine forever and no one will have your love. It is completely give myself to you, without fear and just guide me with your love ...
What do you need? Insurance will be my love, feel your lips I love you, see your body next to mine and your arms .... that make me dream up this unknown beyond eternity, and never wake up again ...
By Liz Lebron